Difficult Subjects

Seeking answers from the water
Seeking answers from the water

I want to talk about sex and love.  But I’m not really sure how to approach the topics.  I want to talk about sex in SL.  I want to talk about love in general – FL and SL.  I don’t know that the subjects actually need to be dealt with in the same blog at all.  Heaven knows there are a million blogs out there already dealing with SL relationships.  And billions dealing with relationships in general.  But I don’t care – I’m going to venture here myself.  The topics seem to have come up a lot recently.

It’s probably easier to start with sex.  Let’s put aside the people who go to SL specifically for sex – for a different way to access porn.  That seems fairly straight-forward to me.  Real flesh & blood people having sex also seems understandable to me as well. 🙂  I want to talk about why people who are in SL for reasons other than porn engage in sex.  (Obviously I am talking about the avatars here, but since there are real people behind the avatars, I’m not going to keep clarifying or differentiating.)   WHY???  What does it signify?  Is it just a form of titillation for self and partner?  And so falls more into the “SL is for porn” category?  Or are people trying to signify something different?

I met a very nice person the other night.  We were both sitting on the benches, chatting with the group.  We ended up IM’ing and chatting for quite awhile.  He was pleasant, witty, well-spoken – a nice guy.  And an attractive appearance as well.  Do NOT ask me why I even mention that – I have no idea.  Probably habit left over from RL.  Because I certainly have found that some of the people I like the most in SL do not always look exactly, ummm, how should I say it?, standard-human.  I liked him, I was having fun chatting.  And we were flirting.  He kept inviting me to join him, hinting of intimacy and such.  (Was that vague enough to keep my PG rating???)  🙂  I told him no.  I told him no, not tonight.  I told him meeting him somewhere was certainly a possibility sometime, but not tonight.  We must have had about 6 or 7 iterations of this conversation.    So besides wanting to know why people ARE having sex in SL, I am also interested in the fact that I seem to have all my RL values intact even in a world where perhaps they don’t apply or aren’t necessary.   Maybe this is another anomaly for me.  Lots of people like to have non-human avatars and that didn’t “work” for me.  Maybe everyone is out there making like bunnies, too, except me.

So putting aside “SL is for porn”, WHY??  Is sex in SL an attempt to communicate a deeper feeling for another person, and since RL methods (side glances, smiles, moving closer, body language) don’t work, people jump immediately to a behaviour that signifies that deeper emotion?   Is sex so prevalent because people CAN?  None of the RL fears exist:  no disease, no hurt, no embarrassment of exposing yourself.  Is it the lack of physical constraints that makes sex so prevalent?  Is it because it actually means nothing?  That having sex in SL is no more than shaking hands saying “Hi, How are you?” ??  What is it that people are trying to communicate when they have sex?

Love.  Maybe this should be a different blog.  But after a conversation with a friend, I started really thinking about what it means to “fall in love”.  Obviously people are falling in love left and right, in SL and RL.  What struck me, however, was the difference in terminology that appeared when people talked about “falling in love”.  Here is my totally unscientific poll:  2 males said “falling in love is exhiliarating”.  2 females said “falling in love is scary and makes you vulnerable”.   I probably need a larger sample group.  🙂   I’m sure that 4 people is not statistically significant.  Somehow I just don’t see myself walking about asking all my friends, neighbors and co-workers to tell me what “falling in love” means to them.   And obviously more than one word applies.  But the women said vulnerable FIRST and the men said exciting FIRST.   Actually – neither male ever said vulnerable.  So – I have no idea if anyone is reading this or not, or if you’re reading but don’t want to answer, but that’s my question to YOU:  What does falling in love mean to you?  Pick a word or supply your own words:  exhiliarating, scary, vulnerable, hot, caring.   Use several words.  But WHICH word do you put FIRST?

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ahuva18

There's not much to say about me. I discovered SecondLife by accident, wandered in, and decided I wanted to stay. This blog was a chronicle of my adventures and misadventures in SL. It also includes stray thoughts that occur to me as a result of my time in SL. Both I and my avatar are female. We both love water and the beach and gardening and parties and hanging out with friends. Updating this after quite some time. I haven't appeared in SL in many many months (probably over a year by now) but SL has remained in my thoughts. I do miss my SL, but at least I still have contact with some of my friends from there. In the meantime.... this blog has evolved to be about my RL adventures. :) Nowhere near as risque as my SL but I do keep busy. I still like all the things listed above. I didn't have any cats in SL (only ducks and a panda) so my cats feel that they should play starring roles in my posts. :) I didn't do much eating IN SL although certainly food and drink accompanied me in RL while I roamed inworld. Cooking and baking have become more fun and interesting once I redid my kitchen. That renovation took longer and cost more than if I'd done it virtually, but I'm thrilled to have a tangible new kitchen! I hope you like food and drink as well! Thanks for reading!

6 thoughts on “Difficult Subjects”

  1. To me… Falling in love is both being vulnerable and giddy at the same time. You let yourself be totally open to another person and in that sense, you are vulnerable. At the same time though, it’s new and wonderful and you are all giddy with excitement and the possibilities ahead.

  2. Love. What a word. So powerful.
    Vulnerable, yes opening yourself to another. Laying your secrets on the table. I am in love. So very much in love. It was shakey at first. I have my secrets and I didn’t want to share them. I almost let it destroy us, but I didn’t want to loose her. So I laid my secrets on the table and hoped for the best. It has worked out great, but I was so afraid at the time. So yes, vulnerable is the word I would use to describe falling in love.

  3. Thank you Bailey & Malaita! I appreciate the posts.

    And for my reader who was shocked that it appeared that I was making an assignation – LOL. I was telling him that it was certainly a possibility that I would meet him in the future. That is NOT a tryst! For this blog – the PG interpretation is probably the correct one!

  4. My thoughts on the main subject are in the comments on the next weblog entry. 🙂

    On the appearance thing, though, that you mention more or less in passing: as I’ve gone on and on about previously in various places, I think how someone looks in SL is actually at least as (what?) significant as how someone looks in RL, because we have so many more choices. Everyone can be beautiful, since everyone starts with the same set of resources rather than the luck of the DNA draw, but that just means that everyone exposes to the world just what it is that they think IS beautiful (or, more accurately, what it is that they want to look like to the world; not everyone wants to be beautiful).

    So if I’m trying to look a way that I think looks good, and you find that attractive, it means we have similar tastes. If I’m trying to look a way that I think others will like, and you find that attractive, it means that you’re in my target audience. Either way, that’s an important piece of data! 🙂

    I’m not sure if I’d go as far as to say that in SL you actually can judge a book by its cover. But I’d claim it’s at least more possible in SL than in RL…

  5. There are so many reasons to engage in SL sex beside the crappy-cartoon porn. Sure it can be exciting and arousing, but there is a lot more to it. It is about sharing and communicating. It is about knowing somebody better, and sharing those most intimate (intimacy even amplified by pseudonymity and distance) fantasies can be very personal experience.

    Sure that jumping into poseballs can be an expression of closeness and deeper feelings. But it is not true that there is no “flirting area” of glances and body-language in SL. There is, it’s is just a bit different and two folded. One part of it is emoting and playing the scene well (and having a partner with who you play that well is a bliss), the other is some kind of involuntar behaviour in metaverse, just like body language is. Just pay attention to where somebody is looking, how long are some pauses in chat, where the avatars are placed… the whole new world is to be discovered.

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