Pursuing the Subject

Sex. Love. Add fantasies.

My blog on sex and love (Difficult Subjects) has generated fascinating conversations in FL and SL. People really want to talk about these topics. No one wants to go on record and post to my blog (okay – there are two brave souls out there willing to talk about sex publicly) but everyone talks to me “off the record”. 🙂 This is not actually surprising to me. Look around you. What are the number one and two topics in books, magazines, music, visual art, performing art, commercials and news? Exactly. We need air, food, water and love.

We do without air, food and water in SL. (Correction. Without drinking water. I crave water and sand and waves as much in SL as in RL). But we need love. I’m using “love” in a very broad sense here. I mean that we all need a connection. We need to be validated by an other. When people talk to me about love and sex in SL, it often leads to fantasies. SL allows us to explore our fantasies. Things that maybe we never say or do in RL. We shelter behind the pseudo-anonymity of SL (see Botgirl’s blog if you want to understand why I say “pseudo-anonymity”). And as I listen and think and read, it seems to me that there are 2 categories of fantasies.

There is the very obvious category of physical action fantasy. Doing things that you can’t do in RL, or wish you could do in RL. That ranges from sex to surfboarding to horseback riding to shopping to walking and talking. But there is another kind of fantasy – emotional. Many people are yearning for a connection that doesn’t exist for them in RL. Again, this runs the gamut. So I think I’m beginning to get a partial answer to my question “Why cyber?” (LOL please note I have ‘corrected’ my terminology.) It isn’t the cyber per se. It’s the emotional content associated with the act. I suppose one could say – Big Duh, Ahuva. *I* knew that. But obviously it wasn’t clear to me. What I started to hear as people talked to me was that the cyber allowed them to switch their internal emotional paradigm. (Again – not for everyone, and not all the time.) I’m also sure that this has been researched and reported and written up in psychological abstracts. 🙂 This is my blog, however, and I’m allowed to post my discoveries, even if I am coming extremely late to the party! 🙂

There was a newbie last night at the NCI benches (okay – there is ALWAYS a newbie at the NCI benches!! that’s why the benches exist, after all!). He started out by asking what everyone did in RL. Sigh. I listened as everyone answered and told “the truth”. So I said “This IS my RL.” Most ‘oldies’ enjoyed that response. Obnoxious, I know. But for Ahuva – SL IS RL. Then he asked our ages. Again, most people played along, even if being a bit vague. I was still feeling rude so I asked “How old do I look?” (As a good friend pointed out to me – I am only as old as my avatar!) LOL. Of course D, who is always very quick with a funny or sarcastic remark, replied “10”. Hmmm. As I type that, maybe he didn’t mean my age. LOL. I’ll have to ask him if that was a reference to the old Bo Derek movie….. Anyway. Back to my point. If I have one. He also called SL a game. I said that SL is NOT a game. He asked “It’s not?” C jumped in at this pointed and explained that SL is a virtual world, not a game. I had been despairing of this newbie but then he redeemed himself. He at least dropped the word game from that point and accepted the correction. But we shall see.

We are all in SL for reasons. Simple reasons, complicated reasons. Whatever. I am developing another theory. I think that the people who come into SL and immediately start trying to define everyone by their RL aspect are probably people who aren’t going to stay in SL very long. They aren’t going to “get it”. People who come into SL and meet people as they are, and ask about their SL aspect, are going to stay. I have no issue with people who know each other in SL having conversations about RL. That’s not what I mean. (I’m not touching the whole immersion theory stuff. Go read Botgirl and Soph yourself.) I mean that people who come inworld and try to force SL into RL terms may not be best suited for a virtual world. Whereas those people who come in and accept what they see may flourish. And those people may find that their fantasies come true.

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There's not much to say about me. I discovered SecondLife by accident, wandered in, and decided I wanted to stay. This blog was a chronicle of my adventures and misadventures in SL. It also includes stray thoughts that occur to me as a result of my time in SL. Both I and my avatar are female. We both love water and the beach and gardening and parties and hanging out with friends. Updating this after quite some time. I haven't appeared in SL in many many months (probably over a year by now) but SL has remained in my thoughts. I do miss my SL, but at least I still have contact with some of my friends from there. In the meantime.... this blog has evolved to be about my RL adventures. :) Nowhere near as risque as my SL but I do keep busy. I still like all the things listed above. I didn't have any cats in SL (only ducks and a panda) so my cats feel that they should play starring roles in my posts. :) I didn't do much eating IN SL although certainly food and drink accompanied me in RL while I roamed inworld. Cooking and baking have become more fun and interesting once I redid my kitchen. That renovation took longer and cost more than if I'd done it virtually, but I'm thrilled to have a tangible new kitchen! I hope you like food and drink as well! Thanks for reading!

2 thoughts on “Pursuing the Subject”

  1. Great post Ahuva. I wonder how many people come to SL for the fantasy, and I mean the sex one here, not the *I can build anything I want* one. Those people do consider SL a game and I find myself explaining that it isn’t often. SL may be Bailey Longcloth’s reality but the human that controls her is very real. With real feelings and emotions. So no, it’s not a game.

  2. Very attuned statement as far as SL goes! My theory is that people live their SL fantasies simply because it gives them the outlet to stretch their boundaries. Not only the boundaries of some strange sexual fetish or something that might be considered unlawful in RL. But, it allows them to in turn stretch the boundaries of life and imagination.

    I am a sexual being, something I am not afraid to admit. I am HUMAN, hear me roar or moan–whatever comes first! The point being, would I in RL walk up to a nice lady friend and ask her if she likes ball gags and sex collars? No, NEVER! In SL you just never know (at least with me)! I tend to be gentlemen, but there have been those nights….

    I also tend to think that in SL there is an emotional attachment with very few drawbacks. You can tell people stuff about your life that you may regret. Something in your past that you just can’t tell RL companions without fear of being labeled or even shunned. SL is a chance to release this, get it off your chest. The most that comes of it, you lose a “Virtual” friend. This person is now erased from you SL and you have suffered nothing in RL. Yet, the release may be worth losing the friend OR keeping them for that matter.

    Sex? Fear not, I can talk about sex like a sailor after 6 months at sea. Why don’t I? It’s no big deal! Sex in SL is like killing all the ghost in Pac Man, you love doing it-but are they really dead after all? It is an illusion that is generated by psuedo feelings of empowerment and conquest.

    Sex in SL is on par the same thing. It is a conquest that comes with no strings and more than likely a false feeling of love. You can’t really Love someone in SL can you? This, I would not know. But I can bet if you THINK you do love someone, you more or less love the idea of them. The idea of what they let you know. You don’t get the nights of puking and days of skin break outs. You dont get farts or burps. God forbid, you never see a girl menstrate in SL! You just don’t, nor do they talk of such things.

    In SL you are the best you can be. All your good qualities in one nice, pretty package all HUD built by you! You never have to air a single fault that you may have in your RL if that is what you choose to do. Myself, I am vulnerable in RL. I hurt, cry, get angry, have sex and even watch Oprah on occasion. I HAVE MY FAULTS and I embrace them.

    Why should SL be any different~

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