If I Were My Evil Twin

I want an evil twin. I want an alt. I am tired of being mature, healthy, reasonable. Sometimes I appear to be surrounded by people who feel no similar compunction. At times my life feels filled with people who truly believe the world centers around them. Oh sure, they would deny it if asked. BUT. That is how they behave. That is how they treat me and others. And you know what? I’m tired of it. I want to release my inner 6-year old. /me hurls self to ground, kicking and screaming yelling “It’s not FAIR!!!”

Oh sure, I know how totally stupid and pointless that is. I did a trial run. *grin* Poor Oura. Yeah, I let my evil twin run loose in our IM. Other than an amusing penchant for alliteration (my alt is the Nadir of Negativism, Narcissism and Nastiness), EvilTwin really does not have much to recommend her. I did not feel any better afterward for having raved and ranted and vented. Well. Okay. Let me amend that. It felt GREAT while I was DOING it. *grin* Oh yeah, that WAS fun. But after – nothing had changed. 😦 Sigh. I guess that’s what all the self-help books and therapists say.

I told friends I wanted an evil twin to blog for me and to go where Ahuva cannot go in SL. One friend searched the name “EvilTwin” in SL. There are already 18 EvilTwins. Sheesh. There are only FIVE ‘Ahuva’s plus one Ahuvab. I’m going to need a different name for my alt, obviously. Please submit suggestions inworld, so no one else SEES them and steals them before I can use them. 🙂

EvilTwin will have a blog where she will get to report on interesting conversations that Ahuva never has. Ahuva is very big on denial. 🙂 EvilTwin will deny nothing. EvilTwin will wear all the fun outfits that Ahuva tries on only in dark of night. Okay – yeah, that’s an exaggeration. But I don’t leave the house in them!! LOL. It seems that everyone in SL has an alt. Yes – if everyone was jumping off the bridge – I would TOO!!!! Hey!!! That could be her name – Lemming!!!! 🙂 Someone go do a search, please!

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There's not much to say about me. I discovered SecondLife by accident, wandered in, and decided I wanted to stay. This blog was a chronicle of my adventures and misadventures in SL. It also includes stray thoughts that occur to me as a result of my time in SL. Both I and my avatar are female. We both love water and the beach and gardening and parties and hanging out with friends. Updating this after quite some time. I haven't appeared in SL in many many months (probably over a year by now) but SL has remained in my thoughts. I do miss my SL, but at least I still have contact with some of my friends from there. In the meantime.... this blog has evolved to be about my RL adventures. :) Nowhere near as risque as my SL but I do keep busy. I still like all the things listed above. I didn't have any cats in SL (only ducks and a panda) so my cats feel that they should play starring roles in my posts. :) I didn't do much eating IN SL although certainly food and drink accompanied me in RL while I roamed inworld. Cooking and baking have become more fun and interesting once I redid my kitchen. That renovation took longer and cost more than if I'd done it virtually, but I'm thrilled to have a tangible new kitchen! I hope you like food and drink as well! February 2024 Update: It’s been a very long time since I was in SL. I dropped in back in 2020 when covid took over most everything. In 2022 we ripped out the second floor of our house, so that was MORE renovation. At this rate we’ll have rebuilt our entire house from the inside out! :) I retired from corporate life in 2023. It occurs to me, long after the appropriate time, that I could have started a new page, or blog, since I’m writing about RL, not SL. :). But SL changed me for the better and it’s definitely part of who I am. So I continue posting! Thanks for reading!

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